A journey to find your soul’s purpose
It’s been a few weeks since my birthday and some shifts have been coming up.
For many people celebrating their birthday comes with pondering about the meaning of their life and accomplishments, missed or achieved.
You often here the phrase if I could go back with the knowledge that I have now, my life would be amazing…
But would it really?
You have been given this life and you are fully responsible for its outcome.
Even if you could go back and take your knowledge and experiences with you, you are creating a parallel experience then the one you are experiencing right now, it will never be the same.
I agree it’s tempting this idea right and start all over?!
But isn’t the whole point to develop an unshakeable presence in whatever situation we are in?
You have this life now to use to the best of your abilities.
If in your next lifetime you come back as a mouse your world and capabilities will be so much smaller.
My personal story
For me it has been a long journey finding my essence.
I truly never fitted in, I always felt misunderstood and judged for no reason.
From being bullied in high school, to being put in a box based on looks instead of my abilities, to feeling lonely as a teenager seeing my whole family fall apart because of death, divorce and disrupt.
Attracting bad men into my young naïve life, trying to set up a solo business.
All these incidents and more brought me new awareness but at that time I wasn’t ready for it, my mind wasn’t open for it so I didn’t see the opportunity.
I was only at a big transition in my life, becoming a mother, I met my demon who brought me down into the deep darkness for a long time. He cracked my soul open and showed my trash in the mirror.
It was a time I had to dig even deeper to regain a glimpse of my strength as I tried to crawl back up towards the light. I made it out and as a true warrior goddess I wear my scars with proud.
The big lesson learned I am a strong badass woman and I am filled with light and magick to make this life glorious.
I realized our full blown essence is already there from the day we are born. And it is something unique to each of us hidden deep inside our sub consciousness.
Now we can live our lives without ever standing still, without ever looking for the truth and never tap into the hidden treasure that lies deep within us.
If you never stand up above the collective thinking and remain in your comfortable, safe routine life you will never rise above your small human experience.
I question everything! What is truth and what is imposed onto us?
I battled my way through all the trials, pain and dark nights of the soul.
And YES I came out stronger and brighter each time.
This inner knowing grew stronger and stronger weaving a protective shield against criticism, haters and more tests life throws at me.
I knew my inner truth was so much bigger than me, the petite person I am.
Everyday I work towards bringing her out, my inner queen!
And she does magic transforming men’s inner and outer world.
All the pain and trials I went through brought me right where I am supposed to be, loaded with inner wisdom, right this moment connecting with you dear reader.
If you feel drawn to my story or if you feel you are on similar truth journey feel free to reach out to me.
To your inspired success